Self (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
everything_ly) wrote2016-07-16 03:53 pm
everything_ly) wrote2016-07-16 03:53 pm
(no subject)
The world is nice. And that sometimes displeases me.
It's the kind of nice that is always painful, faint, minimal... At least for me.
I am a shell.
And yet, the world is beautiful.
I will manage to close something worthwhile in my self. Because I know I have the potential to love, and to be someone, be me, be free. The life that is passing me is not something I have gived up on.
On some level, I perfectly understand. - And imagine it brings me joy. Try so hard to feel it.
And then - I am just angry, hurt, hungry; but the world I can't reach.
It's the kind of nice that is always painful, faint, minimal... At least for me.
I am a shell.
And yet, the world is beautiful.
I will manage to close something worthwhile in my self. Because I know I have the potential to love, and to be someone, be me, be free. The life that is passing me is not something I have gived up on.
On some level, I perfectly understand. - And imagine it brings me joy. Try so hard to feel it.
And then - I am just angry, hurt, hungry; but the world I can't reach.