Saturday, July 16th, 2016 05:26 am
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I realised it - the nasty feeling was disdain at you not caring, not about yourself, not to think of me.
I have also realised the way you didn't spare me was actually because I was the closest to you, also because you thought we understood each other, failed to see in the end neither one of us did... And that I minded.
I realised trying to get myself happy I was the most unhappy. ...In recent times, anyway.
I realised everything and all of it was pain  but also happiness. Is that how you're supposed to do it?
Feel it? Then I had the unattainable all of the time. Due to my rigidness, your change, I've wasted my chance.
Now. I can only come back and act as if nothing happened? And for a while, look after you. Just a tiny while though..!
Better be prepared. And never get blind again.
Farewell, my friend; my knowledge.
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